Aug 10

Beer as Green as my Hair

I was profiled (along with my journals!) for the Summer issue of MiBrew magazine! The digital version of the magazine just became available today, & you can find it at the link below. My profile starts on page 24.


May 24

The Eye of the Tiger

I’m in a bit of a creative funk. I’m just not feeling particularly motivated to create lately. I go through these phases every now and again, and I know that it’ll pass eventually, but in the interim it’s kind of annoying. One thing that I think might help is setting myself a goal to work on so I don’t feel quite so adrift and aimless. I thought about filling a page in my sketchbook every day. I could fill it with whatever felt right – doodles, writing, a collage of magazine clippings. This isn’t a terrible idea, but it feels a little too unfocused and easy to weasel my way out of. Wait wait WAIT….Weasel?? Now I’m on to something!

So for the month of June, I think I’m going to draw an animal every day. I love to draw animals. My plan is to create an animal a day from a reference photo. I’ve been wanting to get better at drawing from reference anyway, and it just so happens that I have a stack of gorgeous full color animal books that I can use. I might just sketch in pencil, I may paint, I may do something completely outside the box, but It’ll be an animal and it’ll be made using a reference photo.

I’m excited! I hope this will help me to break out of my rut and give me something to work on every day. To stay accountable, I’ll post the images to Twitter, and also to my Facebook page. The links for both are below so you can follow along.

Facebook: Dishkitty Studio

Twitter: @dishkittystudio

Here’s a red panda that I drew from a reference photo exactly 3 years ago today! What a coincidence!

Red Panda


May 12

A Murder of Two?


Here’s a couple of tracks I did vocals for last week. First, Joan Jett’s Any Weather – my friend Bill plays all the instruments, and my husband Mike is singing backup vocals. I wasn’t sure about this song, but in the end I think it turned out great! It’s written by Dave Grohl, so I mean, come on.

The second is A Murder of One originally by Counting Crows. I’ve lived Counting Crows for a long time, and I was really excited to sing this! When we recorded it I thought it sounded great. The more I listen to it, the less I like it. The lows are right at the edge of my range and I feel like they just sort of melt away. In any case, I’ve loved this song for years & i had a blast singing it. 🎤❤


Mar 21

Seize the Day

I threw up in the shower today for the second time in less than a week. I’ve thrown up more than twice, but only twice while I’ve been in the shower. A new medication that I’m taking is making me sick and it’s been tough.

A little more than a week ago I was out on a Saturday afternoon with my mom. We had lunch with my sister and we laughed and joked and traded gossip. Then we shopped. The pet store for cat food. Mom needed cream cheese & I needed mascara so we went to the grocery store. We split up to get our stuff. I remember looking at mascara, but then suddenly I was sitting awkwardly on the floor of the makeup aisle and 2 people with a bed on wheels were asking me questions. What was my name? Did I know what day it was? Everything felt fuzzy. I was aware that I should have easy answers to the questions but I didn’t. I was thinking so hard but the answers just felt out of reach somehow.

I only recall snippets. I started to really be aware and lucid once I was in the ambulance. I started to realize what had happened. Well, it’s more likely that I was told what had happened. I had a seizure. Nobody was sure how long it lasted, but it was a grand mal (or tonic-clonic) seizure. This type of seizure is characterized by a loss of consciousness and violent, full-body muscle contractions. Surrounded by eye shadow & lip gloss, I fell to the ground and convulsed uncontrollably for what felt like hours but in reality was probably a couple of minutes.

The paramedics checked my blood glucose, ran an IV in my left hand, took my blood pressure and probably a million other things that I didn’t even notice or don’t remember. At the hospital, doctors and nurses drew my blood, checked my urine & blood pressure, did an EEG to check my heart and more. After a couple of hours I was discharged. They told me not to drive or swim, and that the neurology department would call me to schedule a follow up.

The next few days were awful. I was in so much pain that I could hardly move. The muscle contractions left every single part of my body in agony. I bit my tongue so eating was uncomfortable. I didn’t do much of anything, which gave me plenty of time to think.

I had seizures in my early 20s. Not very many, but one is actually enough. I took anti-seizure meds for a long time and once I found the right combination of seizure control and tolerable side effects, I did ok. In 2012, it had been 9 years since I’d had a seizure and my neurologist suggested I stop taking the meds. He felt that it was likely that I’d outgrown the seizures. From a medical standpoint, if I could make it 18 months without meds and without a seizure, I’d be considered cured. I went well beyond 18 months and I thought I was officially done with that part of my past. Until last week.

I feel betrayed by my own brain. I’m filled with fear and uncertainty. I’m desperately afraid. I can’t drive. I’m back on these powerful drugs that make me sick. I feel hopeless. Helpless. I turned 40 the other day. This isn’t what I thought 40 would feel like.

I saw a neurologist last week and she prescribed a new drug – the one that’s making me sick. I’ve reached out to her office to find out if the nausea & vomiting will go away or if I need to try something else. I’m still only on a half dose, but I titrate to the next higher dose in a couple of days. Will these problems get worse? I’m not sure yet.

As hard as this has been and as much as I want to scream about how unfair it all is and dissolve into sobs because I’m terrified, I’m incredibly lucky. My family and friends have been 1000% supportive. My boss is super flexible & has told me to do whatever I need to do. My husband is my rock & his job is also flexible enough that he is able to leave work to drive me to doctor’s appointments and to the many follow up tests that I have scheduled. I have great health insurance and I’m able to afford the deductibles and co-pays. None of this is cheap by any stretch. I haven’t been billed for the ambulance or ER visit yet, but my portion of the MRI I had this morning was more than $500 (which I had to pay upfront without any notice, but luckily I have an FSA). That’s just one test of many. Plus the prescriptions and office visits and it’s overwhelming and endless.

I guess what I’m getting at is that this sucks. It’s been a real struggle. As tough as its been for me, I can’t even fathom how people deal with any kind of serious illness IN ADDITION to the financial burden. Too many people have to choose between necessary medication and groceries. Or opt out of costly diagnostic tests that could ultimately impact their treatment & prognosis. So as much as I may whine & complain, it’s not lost on me that I’m extremely blessed.

I don’t really have any point to any of this, but I’m a tornado of emotion and I really needed to write about it. If you made it all the way to the end, thank you for listening. ☺

UPDATE 3/23 – I heard from my doctor, she thinks the nausea will resolve itself and told me to keep to the medication plan & update her either way. I’ve been feeling better the last couple of days, so I hope she’s right! I switch to the higher dose this evening, so cross your fingers. Also, here’s a very quick sketch of me on the grocery store floor I did a week or so ago. And YES, I really was wearing my Bad Ass shirt. 😎


Feb 08

Speed Painting

Here’s a video of me painting a whimsical blue haired girl in my art journal. This journal is an altered book – an old textbook to be precise. For this portrait, I used a few different mediums – Inktense pencils, chalk pastel, and a wash of acrylic paint for the background at the very end. I hope you enjoy watching this, and please subscribe to my channel if you’d like to see more.

Here’s the finished portrait up close.

Blue Haired Girl


Jan 01

New Year, New Journal

First of all, Happy New Year! I think lots of us were ready for a fresh start, or at least something that feels like one. Here’s my little family this morning celebrating 2017:


I’m starting a brand new journal for the new year. I usually just keep on trucking through whatever book I’m using but it just so happens that my current book only has a handful of pages left anyway. Since it’s a spiral bound book, I’ll just yank the blank pages out and move to another book. But what book?? I had a couple of things in mind to use that I thought I might get as gifts but I didn’t, and I didn’t really have a back up plan. So now it’s January 1st and I’m in a full on panic! More on that later. For now, here’s my current (well as of yesterday?) journal – #17 in this never ending series. I started this book on August 1st, 2016, so it’s been with me for a solid 6 months.


NOW WHAT??? I’m starting to hyperventilate because I don’t have a plan! I have some options. First, I’ve been toying with the idea of doing a loose leaf journal for literally YEARS. Basically, I’d have my choice of paper every day – I could use any size, color, weight, etc, and then use a 3 hole punch to bind the pages into a regular old binder. I have everything I need right this second to make this happen. This feels exciting because I can use whatever suits me – a take out menu from the place I had lunch could be the day’s canvas. On a particularly boring day I could use a small piece of paper so I don’t have the pressure of filling a large page with literally nothing. I’d probably only do single sided pages for this which would also give me more flexibility in the materials and techniques I use – I’d never have to worry about markers or paints bleeding through to the back side and I could use staples or brads whenever I like. The downside here is that as exciting as this feels, it’s TERRIFYING for some reason. It seems crazy and scary to go along willy nilly with no idea what paper I’ll use and to not have an actual “book” with pre-determined pages. Part of me thinks that being scared is all the more reason to DO IT. I’ll never grow as an artist if I just keep doing what feels easy and comfortable, right?? So much easier said than done, though. I may still do this, and if I do, I’ll commit to at least 3 months so I can say that I’ve properly tried it. I think that’s enough time to experiment and either get comfortable or realize that it just isn’t for me.

I also have a spiral bound book I got at a thrift store. It’s brand new, and exactly the same size as the book I’m using now. It’s got a creamy, very toothy paper that’s pretty heavy – almost card stock. I did some media tests on the very last page and it’s nice. Very little bleeding and nice texture. But fairly boring and safe.

So as of writing this, I’m undecided and super stressed. What do you think?? Any suggestions or advice?


Nov 01

Inktober 2016 – All the Sketches

Here’s a quick little video I threw together with all of my sketches for Inktober. I hope you like it!


Oct 14

Inktober – 2 Weeks!

Here are the latest drawings for Inktober. 🙂

11/31 Birdy #inktober #inktober2016

12/31 House #inktober #inktober2016

13/31 Pumpkin #inktober #inktober2016

14/31 Blue Girl #inktober #inktober2016


Oct 11

Inkin’ up the Place

A few more drawings for Inktober. Enjoy!

5/31 Pizza #inktober #inktober2016

6/31 Kitty #inktober #inktober2016

6/31 Betta Fish #inktober #inktober2016 #fountainpen

8/31 Pancakes #inktober #inktober2016

9/31 Picnic #inktober #inktober2016

10/31 Tea Super quickie cuz I'm not feeling so hot. #inktober #inktober2016


Oct 04

Inky Animals & Awesomeness

Inktober does have a list of prompts, but I decided to go it alone and just draw whatever I felt like drawing. That has turned out to be mostly animals so far! Here are my next 3. Mostly drawn with my Lamy Joy fountain pen and Noodler’s Heart of Darkness black ink. I added a bit of colored pencil as well. I hope you like them!

Lion 2/31 #inktober #inktober2016

3/31 Awesome #inktober #inktober2016

4/31 Ugly Pup #inktober #inktober2016